Thursday, 25 July 2019

Method in the Madness



Living independently in a big city has its challenges, adventures, and observations.

Its not regularly that I have to change a light bulb. For all you know, if a bulb conked off, I would just use the other lights in the room till S replaced it. But this time it was Cassie’s bulb that conked out and I just had to replace it. It was a matter of Cassie’s very existence.

For those who don’t know, Cassie is a cockroach-shaped black paper cutting stuck on the inside of a lampshade. She comes to life only when the light is switched on and appears like a real cockroach. It’s a curiosity for our family to watch every visitor’s response to the presence of Cassie in the house. Reactions range from amusement to disgust. Yes, its a crazy thing.

So I gently removed the spiral bulb from its socket and walked down to the street where there are a row of shops which sell everything from school textbooks and organic eggs to electrical equipment.

The first shop I saw had no name and seemed to sell sockets and bulbs but it was so messy with boxes, ropes, and whatnot, that it seemed like it was probably about to shut down.

I walked ahead till I came to a fairly decent shop which had neatly organised shelves stocked with bulbs etc. of different brands and designs. I showed Cassie’s bulb to the young man at the counter.

Peering close at the bulb he said,

This one has threads. We don’t have those anymore.”

I had been too sure of finding the right bulb in this shop.

Where can I find one like this?”

Try in that shop,” he said pointing to the shop with no name.

Retracing my footsteps, I arrived there again. A man with irregular facial features was pottering around looking for something. His chin was too weak and his forehead too large. Fine wispy hair fell onto the sides of his head. He was dressed in a formal full-sleeved shirt and trousers.

None of the shopkeepers in this street smile at customers. Neither did he.

Do you have a bulb like this?” I asked.

He twirled the bulb that I handed out in his hands and nodded. Then he turned to the haphazard pile of about a hundred unmarked brown cardboard boxes containing bulbs and started searching for the type of bulb I wanted. I feared whether the whole pile would come crashing down while he fumbled with the boxes.

Finally he found a bulb which had threads but it was smaller and whiter than the one I had shown.

He asked,
Do you want one that is bigger with a golden light?”

Yes, please, do you have one like that?”

Again he turned to his shaky pile of boxes.

What he did next was amazing.

He located a box somewhere in the lower left corner of the pile and poked it with his long finger till it slid out of the pile from the other side without disturbing the balance of the shaky arrangement.
Some odd logic of arrangement or a strong memory helped him to find the correct box.

This box had the very bulb that would suit our Cassie.

On the walk back I wondered whether there was a ‘method in the madness’ of that shop.




Tuesday, 2 July 2019

Being Organic

"Wow, Bug, you look so organic" said June, my niece who refers to me in all kinds of natural metaphors. 

We had not met each other for over a year. 

It was not one of the best years of our lives as a family. There were several heavy losses - a beloved mother, a well-paying job, a house and a country we had called home for several years,  and a couple of accidents that had left their marks. 

Together, however, we pulled through and showed each other flimsy silver linings. And yes, found something to laugh about every now and then. Friends and family cared in ways they still don't know about. Yoga and meditation helped to maintain my balance in life. 

In a prominent place in our living room, I displayed a Dumbledore quote that A had painted to remind myself of brighter things : 

"Happiness can be found 
in even the darkest of times 
if one only remembers to turn on the light."

In the bustle of settling in a Mumbai suburb, going through school admission formalities, shuttling to Vasai every weekend, cycling everywhere, and tending to an unkempt farm, I let nature take its course and paint some of my hair gloriously grey and my skin take a shade of tan it had never known before.

June was right. 'Organic' is exactly how I am feeling right now. It is a vastly liberating feeling. 

Speaking of organic, I am taking baby steps into organic farming on our little farm. Last month, we shrugged the fence clear of overgrown vines and coconut leaves. A harvest of aged and shriveled coconuts yielded a few chutneys and coconut water. We weeded out the unwanteds and pampered the wanteds. 

With the advent of the month of June, we planted seeds, saplings and seedlings, and waited for rain. Monsoon, this year, however, had a disappointing start and we ended up watering the new plantation through the summer heat. 

In the last couple of days, it has been raining like it had not rained in ten years and we just hope, inshallah, that our new babies have enough will left in them to grow roots and shoots.